Would you like some cheese with that wine?

I'm having one of those...WHY THE HELL AM I HERE?....days.  I came home from a job I hate, (where I only earn enough money to pay my bills, while people from Sony Studios walk back and forth past the spa taunting me) to find a traffic violation.  Just one of the many joys of living in LA.  I wouldn't have had this issue if I moved to New York, but no, it wasn't time for me to move there.  It's one of those, "Why, God?", days.  You know? 

I know I have said it before, and I am saying it again....I am ready for my life to start!  As you may know, I was having a very tough time about two weeks ago, and I posted on Facebook that I wanted to just sleep and be awakened when a good movie comes out.  That's kind of how I feel my life has been playing out thus far, as if I am in the audience of everyone else's movie.

"You're suppose to be the leading lady in your own life, for God's sake!" ~The Holiday

I get to laugh, cry, feel the effects of friendship, but I don't get to participate. I just have to be happy for everyone else. Unless my own personal movie is one of those sad quiet movies that is more so a glimpse into someone's mundane life, and less like a RomCom.  I guess I should be thankful it isn't a Horror Film.  YET.  BUM BUM BUM! AHHHHH!

How does one crawl into the screen and start living?  Sort of opposite of the creepy girl in The Grudge? 

But, hey....on a happier note, I didn't reach for the ice cream when I discovered the ticket which was my first instinct; I had some decaf coffee instead.....then I blogged about it!

And on an even happier note, the state of California thinks I am 25, so that is what I am going with too.

If anyone asks.