Insanity

Albert Einstein said, "Insanity is doing the same thing, over and over, but expecting different results." 

I have two choices In life.. Eat what I want, and go through the motions of life in a numb state; or deal with the issues that keep me in a rut, and overcome. There are those who live their lives trying to fill a void they may not even realize is there; but I choose to be one who strives to be a better person; daily. To actually fill in the hole no matter how difficult it is to lift the shovel.

Lo and Behold.....another Mumford and Sons' song that has paralleled something I am going through at this time.  This inner struggle of not wanting to let go of the thing that comforts me in times of struggle.  It's time to lay down my vices and become the person that I am meant to be.  Junk food stunts my growth.....you see what I did there? Pun Intended.

And since, by Einstein's definition of insanity, I have been acting quite insane over the past 3 years.  Eating healthy then turning to junk food in times of emotional turmoil, joy, celebration, boredom, and....(insert any emotion here), then getting back on my diet, and hoping to lose 10 lbs in a month.  Insane.  This is going to be the hardest thing I have ever done but I am ready to let go.  I am ready to work harder than I have ever worked for anything in my life......and speaking of insanity.

 

Like I said.....I am ready to work harder than I've ever worked in my life.